Once I close up, I will do so permanently.
i was seeking for shelter from the thunderstorm, i was given an umbrella.
At least it's better than to be given a cap.
Many times the request for shelter is turned down for an umbrella instead.
Sooner or later one may not need shelter anymore and will live on, only occasionally using the umbrella. Other times by himself.

Chances for all that was needed to play that role.
Chances intentionally made and awaited for.
Chances ignored.

you open a door for others, but they rather have it closed and meet you through the grilled windows.

"I cannot give you what you seek". Famous quote, communicated through deeds.