Once I close up, I will do so permanently.
i was seeking for shelter from the thunderstorm, i was given an umbrella.
At least it's better than to be given a cap.
Many times the request for shelter is turned down for an umbrella instead.
Sooner or later one may not need shelter anymore and will live on, only occasionally using the umbrella. Other times by himself.

Chances for all that was needed to play that role.
Chances intentionally made and awaited for.
Chances ignored.

you open a door for others, but they rather have it closed and meet you through the grilled windows.

"I cannot give you what you seek". Famous quote, communicated through deeds.

I expect too much, I demand too much.
I ruin too much.
I lose too much.

A mother hushes her baby and rocks her baby to sleep when she cries.
My mind is shattering, a storm going on. Where will the peace come from?
How will calmness exist?

Just as I am?
unacceptable.
It's the others that is expected of.

Help: something you give others but expecting any back is a mere disappointment.
Yes you should ask but it's so obvious to others but they don't do anything. If you ask, it spoils the whole thing. Do you tell the teacher you need to go for recess when it's so obvious recess is already going on?
Do the weather forecast people advise people to stay indoors when a hailstorm currently going on has killed many people?
They should do it by themselves, they should do it beforehand.

Just a mess.

Another heart calls

Everything that matters.

Loath these times that shatters everything I am.

If you don't say, they wouldn't get it done.

Threaded upon, all over.
If it were them, they would've given up a long time ago.
If it were them, they would hate you.

There's no space, no chance.
How can a sock fit even if the sock is fitting but has zero elasticity?

When the scenario has come to take place, the incident is occurring, what's the use of the emergency number when they stand firm their ground claiming they have no duty?
And they only do so after you tell them to? or when you have caused a case of conflict between both parties? When the fire is over by itself what's the use of the fire brigade if they only come after being convinced over and over regarding what they ought to do?