There has always been the existence of esteem problems ever since a long time ago.

Words from nearer people affect you more.

To me, words that relate to self esteem tears me apart, destroys me completely.

Insignificant

-It can go on without the other so easily.

Sometimes one side fears it is outweighing the other; the side making up most of it.

It feels alone.

It feels void.

I'm feeling like my time is up again,

to burst and fall into pieces.

To start all over again.

Maybe it's just me.

So I'll deal with this alone.

I've been expecting and depending too much on everything and everyone.

So now it's time to just fix myself.

Maybe it's my turn to get what I deserve for all the things I've done.

Why do I feel like I'm just like everybody else?

If there's something that makes me different,

show me. remind me. assure me.

Don't leave me feeling this way.

When every thought needs to be spilled out,

When was the last time you checked up?

I just need some time alone. away from everyone.

As time passes by, we start noticing everyone is not as near as we thought they were. Who is?

Special.

Am I? or just a seconder?

I still am really confused of where I really stand.