To sit and wait quietly at the sidelines

I guess it's not over yet. Isn't it?

All down to one point

Balanced on just a sharp tip, the load just continues to pile up.
Is everthing going to stay up there or tumble down?

There are so many hands available,
but how can they help if we don't know the solution to the problem?

We often wonder what are the answers to the questions.
First of all, do we even know what are the questions?

Sleep when we're awake

I drag my feet and stumbled into class and into my seat.
I couldn't help but to rest my heavy head on my comfortable bagpack and slept.
When I wake up, it was time for math quiz.
Got it done and dropped my head back onto my bag and continued drooling and snoring away.
Opened my eyes to catch a glimpse of the lesson going on.
I was exhausted.
Dead tired.
Without wanting to waste anymore time in lesson sleeping, I headed back home.

The past week has been really tiring.
My buddies inported all the way from Singapore were here all week long.
No, that's not the reason why I'm tired and exhausted.
It's staying up and goofing around but having to wake up at 6 everyday to go back to college.
If only I didn't have to go to college during the past week.

Timotheus, Eliza and Jon Yang.. I mean uncle Jon Yang! came up to M'sia last Saturday night.
Tim and the perverted elephant stayed at our place. Woo!
We didn't really do much as it was already midnight, so we just slept.

Sunday afternoon took them for futsal.
Eliza couldn't play of course and watched all the shiny striking yellow-green futsal boots moving about, while she silently drooled over them. LOL
After we got home from futsal, we picked Alvin up!
now there're 3 people putting up at my place. The more the merrier. LOL
Took them out and met up with Sze Yin and Tze Wei for dinner.
Then we went erny's place for Man Utd's match.
Watched Glee halfway and ended up missing Rooney's first goal. darnit.

Next day after physics class i went straight to pyramid.
The rest wasn't there.
Met Christine Ah Ma.
Didn't know Patrick and Krystle were there the same time we were.
Waited for the others (Joanie, Tim, Godzilla, Erny, Jon Yang, Cedric, Daryl and Justin) to arrive then we had lunch and skated.
We couldn't resist but to go to the arcade after that.
Went home and went out for dinner.
Went for mamak. Timmy ordered Ramli burger with 4 patties.
Failed to finish it.
But he kept singing "don't stop believin'."
We stayed up till almost 6a.m watching a movie or two and also glee.

Tuesday we went to Fruity for lunch.
Tim ate his first creamhorn and started combining creamhorn with the "Single Ladies" song from glee along with the dance moves. LOOOOOOL!
Thursday we went KLCC and then to the steamboat buffet at subang.

Wednesday we just stayed home and watched the Grudge.
The best part was always the woman ghost. where she comes out and makes that "A-aa-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-aa" sound.
The tiny white boy was just.. annoying. Dunno why some retardos find him cute. HAHAHA.

Thursday I forgot what we did.
But we went out for dinner, and I had some health complications+emo.
Then we picked my sister up and went cedric's place.
Goofed around there then came back at 1am. lol.
They watched movies and chatted until early morning while i dozed off. again!

Friday we sent them off at bangsar.
Sad. SAD. Some people cried. yeah. I dunno who. But.. I'm sure someone did. heh. *wink wink*
Alvin went to Sam's place.
We arrived home, and I just slept till.. saturday morning! first time I'm sleeping so long.

ANYWAY, I don't know what did I blog about anyway. Kinda messy.

I guess we kind of forgot to take another pic just like this one. hahaha.

Told you she's a perverted elephant. No mercy man..

Happy faces after eating creamhorn!

Time to die of boredom!
BYE!

Something I've never had
You're lucky to have something I didnt realize I was seeking.

To be honest, I don't know what I want.
What's worth losing and what's not.
I don't know.

What do you do

When you're too late to change anything?
when there are things on your mind but you don't know how to speak them out?
when there's nobody else around?
when your head starts to lose focus?
when your feet gives up on you?
when you start hearing things that aren't heard of?
When you don't know what else to do?

I hate this time

It's like I've been gone.
Did anyone cover up and take over?
It's so damn quiet, this isn't normal.

So hungry and tired.
How am I supposed to sleep when I can't?
This head is starting to spin in endless circles.

There's nobody like how there used to be.
Whom do I seek?
The atmosphere is beginning to turn cold.

I'm seeking for something,
but I don't know what it is.
It could be something I need,
or it could just be something I wished for,
but just more.

Again, like I was gone for a while, maybe longer.
Did anyone help?

Footprints everywhere

Short or long,
memories are what's left.
How we always wish for something more.
I can't wait.

If I fall now, I might not get up anymore.

This is disappointing.

cracking up.
If you know what is disappointing, don't ask anymore.

It's been only a short while, but it feels like a long time.

That was the day we filled our tummies 'til we could walk no more.

..and this was the day we all achieved so much and enjoyed the last of all that there ever was.

The hand with the royal flush

It's been quite a few days since I blogged.
The only reason why I didn't blog was because I was lazy. =P
Okay, this post is kinda late. But here goes..


Birthday babies for March:


First person would be Jae Wen.
Birth date: 3rd March
The silent one. haha.

Tada! I don't have any picture of you on the pc, so I stole it from our skytrex album on facebook. :D

What about Jae Wen?
He is.. the best friend of ErnShern! or so they say.. HAHAHA.
He comes and goes silently, just as he is even in a dota match. watch him own noobs like me!
He plays futsal too.
He wears his awesome-ly yellow futsal boots which you can spot miles away, but you can't spot Jae Wen himself if he sneaks behind an opposing defender even with those shoes on!
Best part is that he's a future chef.
He always bakes/makes/cook/fry/deepfry/steam/idunnowhat his own fudge cakes and brings them to any occasion. *drools*

Happy 17th Birthday Jae Wen! X)

Next up!
Godzil- *COUGH*.. I mean.. Eliza Li!
Birth date: 5th March
The whinny one. hahaha.

I had no choice but to use this picture (because it was the only picture you looked least retarded) LOL (ignore my retarded face)

Eliza is evil.
Singaporean big bully.
And also a big threat to every species of lobsters there are on this planet Earth! D:
Smart too D: Straight A's for O levels.. EXCEPT for English! hahahaha. awww..
Okay, better stop complimenting you. =P

Happy 17th Birthday :D

The next person is Joan!
The loudspeaker with chubby cheeks.

"PEEK-A-BOO!"

What about Joan?
She isn't my sister.or is she? LOL.
She's the only one in the family who isn't any taller than 165cm.
She's the only one who doesn't wear spects.
She's the only child with fat chubby cheeks.
She's extremely lame. (seriously worse than me)
Her ambition? F1 racer.
If left with her 2 darlings, together they can bring down the roof.

Happy Birthdaaaaay! *shows caterpillar eyebrows* hmmm..

Last but not least,
Krystle Chan.
Birth date: Today! yay.

Attempting to show the face with one eyebrow raised.

Hmmm.. what should I say about Krystle?
The only friend I know who's too smart but fears BM at the same time..
Mugs almost 24/7. LOL. kidding la.
School debator. ( even if you didn't make it into the school team, you're still considered one la)
Dedicated scout but a lazy Leo member. =(
The only female soprano during most of our youth activities. =P
The ONLY person who can somehow.. immitate Erny's facial expression. HAHAHA.
Hmm.. what else? other than that I can only remember shooting you in the face during paintball XD

Anyways, Happy 16th Birthday. (:

Can't wait for Saturday to see the singaporeans.
At least my next week with them would make my college life less miserable. HAHAHA.

Okay, the rest of the.. CNY and wtv stuff i promised to post about, I'll post it one day.
If i ever remember. =D

BYE!

Even where there's no more.

Failed utterly.
I see my handiwork.

Everybody's changing and I don't feel right.

If it's for the better, it's delight to the ears, content to the heart.
But yours is for the worse.
what are you doing?

There's no need to say anymore.

I feel bad that I lied about it.
Just plain disappointed with you.