The Imperfection In Perfection

Nothing unusual happened in school today.
It was only after school we had our AGMs for clubs.
CheeKiat,Deweil,KangSiang, and I grabbed the entire ping pong club.
All I see these few weeks are tough situations where many have encounter.
Some to the extent where they ditched their friends for power and position.
Everyone's changing, nothing is left unchanged.
I might have changed, but not so much so that my eyes can't see what's happening around me.
I now know that good things that come would turn bad after a while.
Nothing lasts.
After school, I went to Modern with KangSiang for lunch, then we went for Sunita chemistry class.
I slept halfway through class... as usual.
I went late for add maths tuition... as usual.
Then straight to Mr Lee's physics tuition.
Back home, there was nothing much.
I just paced around the house, nothing seemed right today.
Probably it's just all in my head.

I've nothing for today's post. But I'm just tempted to post something.
That's all I have. Bye.

Rain On The World's Rejects

Waking up 20 minutes earlier than usual doesn't help.
I was 5 minutes later that yesterday.
If you want to know the value of 5 minutes, ask a prefect who's always 5 minutes late for morning assembly.
Gosh, Mr Loh's 'lesson' is starting to take over my brain.

School went on as usual.
Teachers absent and stuff.
Uniform societies AGM at 1.
Don't want to talk about it.
It began to drizzle and later on rained as I left school.
Had lunch.
My energy is so drained out, I'm going to doze off again in English literature tuition... as usual.
Today wasn't a good day.
Not entirely bad, 'cause this is just two thirds of today.

Sometimes we try too hard to get the things we have always dreamt for,
we end up getting not anything, but nothing.
Sometimes when the things you want and you hope for are just within your grasp,
others just come up and snatch them away with no mercy.
Some people would try to help us when we're in a tough situation,
but in the middle of the process of helping they would slowly forget and just move on.
Some people want to feel cold so badly,
so much cold that they would want back the warmth.
Some people build so much of their dreams,
but it ends up getting torn down by others.

Saw the world turning in my sheets

and once again I cannot sleep.

Walk out the door and up the street;

look at the stars beneath my feet.

Remember rights that I did wrong,

so here I go.

Hello, hello.

There is no place I cannot go.

My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy.

Does it show?

I lose the track that loses me,

so here I go.

I'm not calling for a second chance,

I'm screaming at the top of my voice.

Give me reason but don't give me choice.

'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.

And maybe someday we will meet,

and maybe talk and not just speak.

Don't buy the promises 'cause,

there are no promises I keep.

And my reflection troubles me,

so here I go.

Saw the world turning in my sheets

and once again I cannot sleep.

Walk out the door and up the street;

look at the stars.

Look at the stars fall down.

And wonder where did I go wrong.

I gotta go for tuition. Nothing in today's post. =/
Chaoz.

What the Sun Brings

Yesterday was the first day of school after the short holidays.
9 days of holidays (including the weekends), couldn't it be longer?
The first day of school is always the day everyone.. probably not everyone.. most people hate the most.
The cool weather made me chilled, but when I step into the classroom..
The monster stood there at the front of the classroom already.
Darn, I really hate Ms Ng and her add maths lesson.
She just makes me hate add maths.
I'm not going to bad mouth teachers here, so moving on...
The canteen ceilings were in repair.
This would probably take a few weeks.
"Diserang anai-anai" they said.
It almost looked like Mr Annadorai wrecked the canteen.
Monday wasn't anything much.
It's just the amount of homework and pressure that's starting to accumiliate.
The only thing that amused me today was KangSiang and Aaron wearing white pants.
Weird. Haha.

Sleeping late last night resulted me waking up late.
I was late for prefect assembly... as usual.
Sheesh.. No matter how hard I try, I'm always late.
Today was also the Prefects Installation Day for La Salle.
No post. =/ but nevermind.
At least I don't get jeered at. =P
The heavy rain after that just brought up my mood.
After the long day of tuitions, I'm finally back home.
Warming up this seat.
You could say that this place here is my office.
And i'm a full time worker. Haha.
The merdeka celebration in school this Friday is just haunting my mind.
No keyboard, no performance. Sorry Chris! hahaha.



*unicef 'Bryan:t" said:
ehh
*unicef 'Bryan:t" said:
hwo to spell seniap arh?
YuMin said:
=.="
YuMin said:
senyap
*unicef 'Bryan:t" said:
OH!
*unicef 'Bryan:t" said:
senyap
*unicef 'Bryan:t" said:
darn
*unicef 'Bryan:t" said:
my bm
*unicef 'Bryan:t" said:
haahah

I kinda lost my knowledge in languages. It explains why my grammar in this blog is really bad.

I can take the rain

on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed,
livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken



I gotta go have my dinner now.

Bye.

Retardoman

Another Sunday, went to church as usual.
Kevin came today. I forgot he was coming. =P
Just after worship, "FUUUUUSSHHH.." heavy rain!
yeah! It has been raining everyday since Thursday.
Came back for lunch, then went off to Sri Petaling.
I reached home about 6 and was running through all my old certs, report cards and stuff.
Then I suddenly saw my Bilden report slip 4 years ago.
Darn, almost every month's report stated that I was quiet.
Haha. The Bryant years ago was a Bryant I think no one would want to meet.
I was the quietest person. If u asked me something,
I'd just nod, shake my head, or show the "I don't know" sign with my shoulders.
I'll give you a description of him. haha.
Average height, skinny, hair cut like a coconut, wears a spects that makes him look worse than Harry Potter, has a goofy-like grin, extra long incisors... the list just goes on and on.
I, for reasons unknown, started flipping through the photo albums.
My name should've been Bryant Lee Retardo.
Haha. Doesn't sound wrong either!
I managed to upload a couple of retard pics of me.



Gosh, and I just remembered everything I was supposed to do for the holidays...:
- Complete my Bio peka
- Get the Interviews for the Magazine done.
- Prepare my lisan for tomorrow.
- Finish up my school homework.

I hate school now..sheesh.
I'm being told to cut my hair for prefect's installation on Tuesday, is it long?! I think the only thing long is the one extra long strand on my sideburn.
Great, I gotta go do my work now.

It's Retardoman! No, wait. It's just me with a clip on sunglasses.

Mr Shy guy by the beach.

You can see the word "STRESS" all over that standard 5 chinese nerd's face.

Like Grandpa, Like Grandson.

That's a poor one year old toddler being brainwashed by cartoons.

The same toddler 9 years later, but still being brainwashed by cartoons.

Kizzle my Snizzle de Fuzzle.

I woke up at 6.25 today taking my own sweet pace to get ready to leave.
I had to be at Klang KTM by 7, but gaahh...my head keeps dozing off while I pack.
The main reason why LEOs from LSK had to be at Klang KTM by 7 was because
Sabash didn't want us all to be late for our...err.. Orientation and Leadership seminar+CLD test?
I reached there close to 7.10, normal timing for Malaysians.
The last of us to arrive at Klang KTM was at 7.30. =.=
Anyway, we managed to reach Subang on time and got a cab straight to Monash University.
We were darn early.
After registering and all, we just waited.
The whole event was supposed to start at 8.30.
But started at 9.30. What to do, we're all Malaysians...
Well I was only surprised to see Su Qi there.
Su Qi, if you're reading this, next time tell me that you're going! lol.
CLD test was just plain easy.
The entire day was boring.
The only time all of us (probably just some of us) got high was during roll call,
during our mealtime, and after the event.
After the event ended, we went outside and waited for a taxi.
Lucky we didn't wait for long, the taxis never stop there during that hour.
So the 5 of us, BenZhi, CheeKiat, Kevin, Sabash, and me walked under the rain,
not knowing where we were going.
We got turned down by a few taxis. Bummer.
Finally we managed to flag one down and go to Subang KTM station.
Imagine being high in a Komuter train filled with passengers.
They just stared.
Finally got home.
I went there with only 20 bucks, and had no money for the return journey.
5 bucks short. It just reminds me of that local band.
The weather today was just awesome! It went on like I hoped for.=P
To those who had plans for outings and outdoor stuff, and your plans were spoiled by the awesome weather, you have my deepest sympathy...maybe not. hahahahaha.
How I just wished that KL and Klang guys got to have student exchange between each other for a month. Hehehe.
No pics for today's post. =/

Moobster

Gosh, woke up with a headache. I had only 6 hours of sleep, but I've got no idea why I had to wake up so early.
First thing I did after opening my eyes was sit here and start warming up this chair in front of the PC screen. lawl.
I just sat here playing CS all morning until i got bored.
Then I went down for breakfast! Haha. Great timing.
I guess all I did all day was just sit in front of this screen and did nothing.
It was until 2 in the afternoon.
Was happily chatting away until the bell rang.
It was the call for Dota!
Then I just Dota-ed until 5.
It was the day I found to be the most boring in this entire week.
But the best part of today (probably the only good part of today) was that the weather was awesome all day long. Haha. Weirdo.

Boredom Kills.

The lyrics from Daughtry's Used To seem to etch into my mind all day.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.
I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.
We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

Blue and Red Walls

Yesterday was what most of us were looking forward to.
In the morning, Alvin, Kevin, Joan and I left for the KTM.
Hoping to be early, we were disappointed after being told that the KTM would be delayed for an hour.
We decided then to go to Sunway Pyramid by RapidKL.
We got there with Allan, Christine and Patrick all already waiting for us.
They didn't know each other yet. =P

Well, after arriving there, the 7 of us headed for lunch at A&W
Having filled our bellies, we then headed to the skating rink.
Crazy lady at the counter, she was like
"Ah Boy ah, sorry now we got no shoes. Have to wait."
she said all that in her tamil slang.
Gosh, if they were out of shoes, at least let us buy our tickets and go in first!
Right after we bought the tickets, Krystle came.
8 of us, finally went in.
We were..unfortunate? in way i guess.
'Cause as we were done with our laces, the rink was closed for break.
The wait for 30 minutes finally ended, we all went in.
Alvin and Kevin were the only ones who have not skated before.
Well they kinda picked up the basics in the end.
After skating, Kevin went home, leaving 7 of us there. =/
We then went to the bowling alley.
The samething happened there as what happened at the skating rink,
just that this time there were no lanes for half an hour.
We finally got to play.
Allan went off while we were playing.
Now left with the 6 of us, we went on playing.
Well 6.30 came and we had to go home already.
We went our separate ways.
Long, tiring day, but memorable in a way.

At the end of the day, there were a few things I found out, or concluded.
-Allan and Patrick can skate well
-By not eating rice, you could bowl better than me.xD
-Kevin can eat 3 pots of Bah Kut Teh. LOL
-Allan is still the Allan I know 1 year ago.
-Going for archery in Pyramid is like paying 100bucks for a piece of paper.
-Going by RapidKL, you can save 30 cents compared to KTM

Kevin waiting for something to happen while Alvin was busy spinning his pen away

Violent bowler. So violent , she could kill.

The 7 of us after skating. Allan wasn't there.

I was busy building daydreaming...

There's this boy in his teens. His family was rich and he had the freedom to do anything he wished. He didn't abuse this freedom though. The one thing he didn't have was the ability to see colours properly. In other words, he was almost colour blind. Even being almost colour blind, he liked the colour blue and had his room walls painted blue. One day, the paint on his room walls began to peel off and part some parts of the walls were stained and dirty. His friends who found out his room walls told him to just paint the walls red. Not being able to see properly the difference between blue and red, he finally made up his mind to paint the walls of his room red.

A few days after that, he was still in the middle of painting his room red. For reasons unknown, he could begin to see colours more properly. His eye sight began to improve, allowing him to see abit more of colours day by day. One day when he finally overcame his disability, he noticed that the colour of the wall one the corner was nicer than the rest of the walls of his room. Only then, he realized that it was the colour blue was nicer than red. But by that time, blue paints no longer existed . He regretted painting the walls of his room red. Now, he doesn't know if he should just continue painting red, or try to figure out a way to paint his walls back to blue even though he knew that blue paints no longer existed. He tried to make up his mind, but he just couldn't do it. It just went on for months, the walls still remained the same colours, and the boy still didn't know what to do.

Might not make sense to you, but it does to me. It's all just plain crap.=P

The weather is kinda awesome today. It hasn't been raining after quite sometime already. Hope it goes on raining like that for days.That's all I have in mind for this post.

Mc DumbNuts

Woke up late today, as usual, and rushed off to TnS's corner.
Leo Club of SMK La Salle Klang had organized a SPCA project.
We were all there before 8.30 and were waiting for Jared, who in the end didn't turn up for reasons unknown...yet.
We sat in this chunted bus with the best air conditioning.
Well, we still made it there and back in one piece. =P
SPCA was filled with mainly pariah dogs.
But many seemed adorable and irresistable. haha. I sound wrong in a way.

Didn't get many pics.
After having done our service there, we headed for lunch at the all time famous fast food restaurant, McDonald's.
The trip back was awfully long. It was like travelling to the moon and back.
Well, I won't mention where I went after that until 5.p.m. Haha.
Mom came at 5p.m to fetch me.
Alvin was already in the car. He came all the way from Malacca!
Yay!
We had some plans for tomorrow.
And people, if the plan went awry, blame JOAN! hahaha.
Damn screwed up now actually.
Gtg settle some stuff.
Till tomorrow then.

That's BenZhi. No idea wat he was trying to do.

Poor puppy. Almost became my lunch.

Yesterday.

Yesterday.
Just came back from a 2 day trip in Malacca.
Finally had the chance to go down this time to meet up with the Malaccans, instead of always waiting for other events just to meet them. :)
Saturday day after our lunch, which was the awesome chicken rice, we walked around Malacca. We got to see the entire hitz.fm crew. But sadly we didnt get any picutres. =/
We then went for Big Apple Donuts! I drool alot each time I remember the moments I ate them donuts. haha.
Then we just headed back to freshen up and went for Naan! Late we were for the seminar.
After the seminar, we went to Jongker's walk or whatever you call it. hahahaha.
I have to admit, Malaccan food is just awesome.
Sunday, my first time in Malacca's Sunday worship. kinda kewl. haha.
We had lunch, then had to depart for home. =(
Won't be seeing my buddies for sometime.
Sam drove us back. Unbelievable eh. xD
We reached home in one piece. =P

Well that was yesterday.
Today was a long day. I just sat here all day wasting my time. haha.
It was somewhere in the evening when Alvin sms-ed me:

Jonah has 3 days 2 live. Severe lung failure.
-Alvin

GOSH i was shocked. turned out to be a prank. He was hospitalised because his lungs collapsed, but he would be discharged on Wednesday. My sis got pranked and you don't wanna know what happened after that. Hehehehe.



They remind me so much of the times we had during YDP and YES.

During the YES. I'm just blurred out.

Everyone remembers Spartan pingpong. =P

And the eskimo thingy...

Oh, the things we may do.

Retardedness during YDP

SHIT happens. LOL

Murderer in YDP!!

San Cheng Kia wearing TV3 colours for YES.

Well, all we can do now is just wait for YDP to come soon. =) This year's YDP is at the same location as the YDP 3 years back, Gunung Ledang. Wee~!

I guess that's enough for my first, lousy post.=P