Funny, how I'm back here again after all these years.
I just need somewhere to write out everything.

Looking back in the past as of today, I learnt many new things about myself.
I am a person always trying to figure out why things happened, why did things come to this or that.
I'm just like that.

I never knew my past would be what it is, the way I see it as of today.
Not the same as I saw it back then.

Like chess pieces in a game of chess, nobody can tell which was the key chess piece that significant moves were made until the stage of the game has shifted. We thought it was the bishop and the knight that did so much damage to the defence as they were seemingly more significant at first, but it was the undervalued pawns that were freely sacrificed without a second thought which caused the fall in defence. But it's okay now. The game is already over.

The only thing that one can do is to learn from the past and never to repeat it again.