The things we learn are riddled with memories and some times regret.
Some doors have been closed well and shut, some have not.
Some of mine creak open, exposing me to the mistakes and regrets of the past.
I was once young and foolish, thinking myself wise.
Weak and mistakened, thinking myself strong and right.
I am truly sorry if i have offended any, or broken hearts too many.
It doesn't matter if you're Sarah or you're Benny, neither if you were sad or you were merry.
Just want you to know you've made my days back then bright and cheery.
I may have been too numb to feel, to blind to see.
I wish i was a better man, not a terrible and lousy friend.
A friend in need but was not there indeed.
I've broken and disappointed hearts, left you with nothing but to fall apart.
if you read this, just hope you're happy.
As happy as i am in my own new life.
We've all grown up now, a little older and a little wiser.
I hope wherever you are, you've ended up with better.
This is past due but it's owed to you.
I've grown up a little late, missed the chance for the things i should have said.
If this is my last post, i wish this most
That know that you were special to me, i just was not able to see.
Everyone's moved on now, Everyone's having their own lives.
Perhaps memories of us have long been forgotten.
Maybe for you, but not for me for i have come to see what you mean to me.
Thanks for being my friend and for returning here to see this.
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I wish you well, i wish you the best.
Tomorrow is uncertain, today is a gift.
And before i regret again, thank you all for your acquaintance.
For your friendship.
For your support.
For your kindness to forgive me.
For being you.
