i  cant explain but it feels like a distance building up even thoughh the gap is closing.
maybe it's just me and the fact that some strong things have a weakpoint or weak period.

food for thought: your words are proven in your actions, and your natural responses and reactions to situations show what and how much certain things mean to you. value
 for something is shown in your words and deeds.

The best people in the world are those who see perfection in imperfection. Not being nonchalant but being appreciative for everything they have, without making comparisons, in word and in deed.