The only reason left.
If there are no more reasons, I'll just go back to where I came from.

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We do not possess certain things even though capability is not a problem, is because we fear losing what we possess.
We don't want to get ourselves hurt when we lose something,
We don't want to be seen as someone who gives up easily if we have to let something go, when our true intentions are purely selfless ones.
We don't want to be called selfish if we hold on to something we can't let go,
We don't want to be called stubborn if we are unwilling to let something go or if we don't want to give up just yet.
We don't want to hurt others if we have to lose something.

I have this fear, to lose what I have, or what I can have.
What I can have is something that keeps me going..
Something that is the only reason why I'm staying.

How much it all means to me, I never said.
So many words in my head I never spoke of, just dying inside me to be poured out.
There are just so many things, even a balloon has it's maximum capacity before it explodes.
Never was anything said because the best was what I wanted for you.
And if I were to speak up, you'll never have the best of what you could have gotten.
And the best is something we never know would be the best.