Day of wetness and thirst.

Wednesday.
Yesterday I spent my whole day watching 3 movies, that are: Old Dogs, Dear John and Good Will Hunting.
Haven't been doing anything productive lately.
Read anything? yes, and I fell asleep immediately.
I was watching the TV yesterday midnight and reading the papers.
Before I knew it, I woke up to see that it was 2.40a.m already.
This flu just makes me feel extremely exhausted.


Thursday.
I woke up this morning, to find that my condition hasn't improved.
Been trying to 'sweat' it out as they say..
So I went to the extreme of wearing extra long pants with 3 layers on top.
Watched Red Cliff 1 and 2 under a thick blanket and with some warm water.
Oh well..

Failures so far for my holidays: failing to study Malaysian Studies final paper, repairing my bike, and recovering from my flu.

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People often wonder and mock me why I love the rain so much but be afraid of thunder and lightning at the same time.
Here's what I've got to say...

First thing, I'm only afraid of thunders, not the growling ones, but the ones that go cracking really loudly. But to really explain that, I'm afraid of really loud sounds, the sharper they are, the scarier. I'm not afraid of lightnings at all, it's the lightnings that bring about the thunder. Don't get me wrong.

Next, it's not the rain that I love, it's the weather where there's rain, heavy or just a drizzle, with strong winds, but no sunshine. Yes, it is gloomy, but there must be the wind blowing.

To me, the rain is just like my bowl of mushroom soup.
The soup must taste good- it must be raining with no sunshine.
The soup must be hot- the wind has to be blowing.
The soup must have no spring onion, but if it does have spring onions, they must not give out smell- I'd prefer the rain to have no lightning and thunder, but if there's lightning, there must be minimal thunder sounds.

If you didn't get the mushroom soup part, forget it. Don't ask me why I enjoy the gloomy weather, it just makes me feel good. :D
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Tomorrow I'm off to college.
For half a day.
Then back.
I have to study for a test, an exam, and prepare for some things i'm responsible for.
I probably would be worn out by saturday.

Without an obvious appearance,
you break the silence.
You, without the others, stand alone there.
Don't they all care?