Last Minute Intelligence.

Lost my sense of direction,
Don't know where to go.
Can't feel where I'm being pulled to,
There isn't just one current but more.
If only my senses could regain their functions,
so that I can find my way back to where it began.

Spm is just in 2 and a half days.
I'm so gonna die. haha.
I haven't been motivated enough to study, especially for the past week.
Only flipped through my history text book. wee~ *shuts book*
I'm different from so many people.
They take UPSR lightly, like they didn't need to study the month before.
PMR, I was the only one studying like mad.
But when it comes to SPM, heh.. *snoozes away*

Sometimes I tend to have this thought in my mind.
It doesn't matter how many A's I get for SPM.
I don't really care.
But what I found out is that I'm capable of being what I want to be.
It's just a little to late for hardwork.
Last minute work is just going to get you more stressed out.
I'll just read and flip through to see what can I absorb.
I'll go in to the exam hall with what I've actually learnt and properly understood throughout form 4 and 5.
I hate memorizing and studying for the sake of the exams.
The only books that interest me are subjects that actually help me in my future.
explains why i HATE history.
It's no use unless I become a teacher, or anything on the history ed. field.

However I found out that.. I've never been not lazy since I was in standard 3. XD
I rarely pay attention in class. Those times you see me sitting upright with a pen in my hand while reading my book..
don't be fooled, I'm just having my nap. X)
I have an extremely short attention time span.
Unless it's something really interesting.
I can read a few lines, start playing with my fingers, look out the window.
I can never concentrate for more than.. a minute? I'll keep looking around for something to happen. hahahaha.

Being able to memorize the history textbook isn't intelligence.
It means that the educational ministry is being mean to those with limited memory like me. =(
Honestly, I forget things very quickly.
But I don't forget people =)

That's all I'm gonna post about.
But wait, I don't think all that was what I was supposed to post about.
Nevermind.. I'll try to remember and edit this post another day. hahahaha.

To all SPM-ers, all the best.
See you all after it's over
Bye!