Only 1 word can describe what I'm feeling.
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I don't think I can bear it if it happens again.
To go through everything all over again.
Not that I'm sure it'll, but i'm having a feeling it might.. eventually.

The fear was always there, but was distant.
Now at this very moment, it's starting to get closer.
Its effects stronger by the second.
The fear of history repeating itself again, one way or another.

It's not happening, but I'm starting to feel it.
Prove my senses wrong because I can't.
I don't know how to.
I'm lost.