Fluctuating is not what I want, something I did not anticipate to happen.
It causes things to happen;
It has its actions, it must have its consequences.
To make a person change, or to change their impressions and opinions about me, is the worst of it all.
Somethings can be undone, but this?
It seems like a scab that would sooner or later leave a scar behind.
A scar that can never be undone, that stays there forever.
Whether or not it is one, who knows?
Hoping silently in a corner that it'll all be gone and forgotten about, like nothing ever happened.